Kailan ko ba natutunan ang drama na ito? Hmnnn...dati naman pasensyosa ako...martyr pa nga ang tawag sa akin. Paano ba naman kasi, sa buong apat na taon ko sa kolehiyo, iisang lalaki lang ang minahal ko, isang walang kwentang nilalang. Ang dami kong nasayang na panahon and instead of broadening my horizon and opening my heart to another human being, I spent it hopelessly loving an unworthy man! What a shame!
Kaya nga nang mauntog ako, I vowed to change my perspective. It's now or never. If someone doesnt love me, then goodbye. Don't expect me to wait a lifetime because I might not be in this lifetime anymore when that someone would realize that he loves me. :)
I let a few good men pass me by because I can't wait for them to realize or figure out what to do with my heart. Good men have a tendency to be very accurate with their decision. They want certainty, they want assurance. But we all know nothing in this world is certain. Love is not something we can calculate, it's not an algebra problem that can be solved using a tested mathematical equation, x + 23 = 3x + 45.
Love is the here and now. It's a win-win situation. I got tired of waiting for someone to love me back. Mas masarap yung alam mong minamahal ka right then and there kesa patuloy kang umaasa na mamahalin ka ng taong mahal mo ngunit hindi naman makapag-decide kung mahal ka nga ba o naaawa lang sa'yo.
I hope you will chose to love me now than loose me forever. :) At sasabihin kong. "you did make a perfect choice!" he he he!
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