Pieces Of Me

I was okay before I met you. I was happy with my existence. I couldn't ask for more. But then you came and I realized exactly what I had been missing. Our thoughts are so alike. I never believed it would be possible but it seems as if we can finish each others sentences so perfectly. I even wondered if I had suddenly become a mind reader because it seems I can read your mind just as well as you can read mine too.

I was happy. My world was already colorful yet you added more depth, more hue, more sharpness and brightness. Just like how a picture would be manipulated by Photoshop just to look perfect.

You would greet me each day. Simple acts that changed my daily routine. Until I wouldn't get out of bed unless I would hear you say good morning. It was crazy...but I was happy. So be it.

Then I become scared. I felt like I am not the person I once was. I was never childish, I was never irrational. But when I didn't hear a word from you, I become paranoid. You did nothing yet I felt like I want to pick a fight with you. I'm acting crazy. I know the signs and I am certain I am being demanding. I demand for your attention. I demand for your time when I don't have any right to do so.

Maybe it's best that you are ignoring me. It hurts but I guess, I needed to be ignored for me to pick up the pieces of me. The girl I once was ... before you made me fall for you. Before you realized that I am not really the one you need or want.