Sunday, June 13, 2010

Life in the Balance

I'm agitated this weekend. My editor told me that she will read RIMS this weekend and will let me know of the verdict. I'm so damn scared. Like hell. Like every hair on my body is tensed.
I don't know what to expect and what to hope anymore. I know I prayed hard last night for a chance. I know that on my own efforts, I can never make it in this life and in this world.
I need a calming drink. To soothe my mind off worries and fears.
Argh!!! God help me, I am so damn nervous.

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